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I find I am deeply perplexed about this world. There are several parts of my own body that I still don’t know what they are for. I have noticed females have two large mounds on their chests. We carry these around, yet their function is unclear. They are not muscle. More like fat. People are not helpful when answering my questions. I asked an older “sheeple” what the smelly, petalous organ between my legs was for, and he nearly struck me. Perhaps if I learned to read, I would have an easier time getting answers.

I have started to understand my bodily sensations better. I seldom urinate on myself in public anymore. I can tell when I need to use the garderobe and can clean myself properly afterward. I thank you, my lady, for bestowing upon me the knowledge of how to speak, how to walk, and the information I need for my mission, yet I do wish I had been given more knowledge. My purpose is clear, yet so much of what I need to do is not, and there is much I do not understand.

The people confuse me the most. I care about them so much, but their behaviour baffles me. They do not care about each other like I do. I saw one man beating a woman because she stole bread. I have been stealing bread every day. I do not see the problem. If I am hungry, why should I not eat? They seem to care more about their animals than each other. I kicked a small, furry animal out of my way, and its owner chased me until I kissed him with my hearts.

I am currently waiting for Noah to return from his trip. He is going to the giant bird in the sky, so I must hide here at the Archback Casino until he returns. I will confront him when he exits the building. I am ecstatic that I will finally be able to deliver your holy message, my lady. Once he cares about me as I do him, he will understand, I am sure.

I don’t know if you are listening, but if you are, could you please help the people at the Toldenhold? Those in the lower levels especially seem to be struggling. I do not know what torments them, but they are tired, sick, and miserable. I try hugging them, but they push me away. Or they try giving me gold coins. Is that their version of a hug? I hope Noah will explain much of what I do not know.